Uni .... Holidays .... Partying

Omg, so many 18ths recently o.0 but anyway.

Uni:
The last of my exams are being completed/handed in now. After the one due tomorrow, there is basically only a lab and two online mini tests left for me to do before exams. This gives me ages to study for chem seeing as that is the only unit i have an exam for. So after exams, i plan on going party planning mad like last summer, but to a lesser extent.

*Will find pic when i get home*

Holidays:

I am also interested in doing things like going to Esperance with Dylana for a week.
I was planning on going last year in January with her and the two Sam's to meet up with Georgie (who lives there) but i couldn't get time off work from the truck company. This time it will most likely be just Dylana and I meeting Georgie down there. I haven't seen her since The beginning-ish of winter and it shall be awesome. I've also been asked to go camping with Venus and some of her friends, however i feel as if i should go with Dylana, as not only has this been discussed since winter last year (like 18 months of 'yeah, i'll go' and excitement) and I've only really just started thinking about the one with Venus. The trip to Esperance will either be straight after exams, or straight after Christmas, most likely the former.

Country anyone?

Partying:
There are 3 parties i want to have this summer.
1. - An end of Exams Tea Party:
May sound lame, but shall be awesome, i have a tea strainer now, so we can even use/make the proper stuff. This will most likely be a small group of school friends, and a whole bunch of tea, giggles and Spongebob.

2. - A Party for the hell of it:
Seeing as the middle of summer is usually quite hot, i think a pool party will sound good. Although there will be a no drinking before swimming rule, it should still be awesome. I'll most likely just invite whoever wants to come, up to a certain number.

3. - A Barbeque, also for the hell of it, although maybe around Australia Day:
Well, do i really need to explain, BBQ + Pool + Booze + Awesome Friends = YAY!

*Will find pic when i get home.*

Not a first time, but a hard time

A best/close friend, well someone who was my friend who i still care for, and out of love i'd still do anything for (the kind of love that is non-sexual) is now basically officially lost to continuing friendship.

No longer can i put up with this shit, not only now has he cancelled on me every single time we've organised to hang out or catch up (even on my birthday, which was a pretty heavy blow) he is now leaving the city (permanently) and didn't tell me at all, not a mention in the last year, he even told me ages ago that he wouldn't be.

Thank you facebook for pointing out to me that i am completely not valued by him and that any/everything i have done for him, to support him etc in the past meant nothing.

:\

All i can say about this work placement after the first day is:

1 - urgh... screw this, lets do engineering

and

2 - I am now officially a bad person for having to try not to laugh at some of the things that happen.

On another note that is equally as 'mehh'-ified.... I'm getting cranky about my weight again, I actually don't feel good when i'm this heavy, it is both a physical and emotional dislike to it. >.>
I was fine with it until a few weeks ago, although i do remember at one point saying i was fine as long as i didn't go up again. Well that points out the obvious as to why i'm no longer fine with it. And i know i need to do something. I didn't run today bacause i was so tired after today that, i'm going to go to bed at 9:50-ish... and i also didn't go running as i doubt my legs would have carried me too far without me falling asleep. Despite saying this, i plan on being fit enough to do the 2011 12km city to surf, whether i do it or not. I know myself that after a month of going a few times a week i can get to 8km, but then after that it lessens with how quickly it goes up, So i think it's a do-able goal, and if i can do more, that is good also.

That's all from me, cbf is the reason why no pics, will ttyl!

A Question Worth Answering.

I was asked a question anonymously on fabulis at some point that i only just came across.

The Question: When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?

The Answer:
Never to give up trying to keep mentally strong. In saying this there are many ways you can go about doing it.
- Continuing on with life (as life goes on) without ignoring the issues.
- Discuss things with people who can help. Sharing a problem can lift a massive weight off your shoulders. If you don't know whether someone can help or not, but they are willing to listen, they have already helped
(In my experience, just knowing you have people who are willing to listen to you, to take time and take in what you're dealing with the intention of helping means the world)
- If you need help further then discussion, don't be afraid to get it. Find out where/who you can get it from and give it your best shot.
- Remain empathetic, understanding, open and cooperative with others. It gives (in my experience) you a great feeling knowing you can be there for someone else, and it can make you feel like you're worth far more then you might have once thought. Helping another when they need it can be one of the greatest experiences. If you don't find this same feeling from it, at least take refuge in the fact you now most likely have a bond with the person you have helped, and you can now mutually support each other.
- If you have emotions to express, let them flow! Expression is one of the greatest strengths humans posses. Bottling it up, although easy at the time makes it harder in the long run. Release your emotions, don't hide them, deal with them, accept them.

I find all these actions help to keep your head on your shoulders, your feet on the ground, and your mentality at a more manageable level. (note that them being at a more manageable level doesn't mean everything is better.

Depending on how bad the 'sad moment' (this next bit shouldn't be interpreted the wrong way):

I find by remembering and thinking about all the people who mean so much to me, and by knowing how much loss, anguish, anger, sadness and despair I'd feel in the event of losing them.
Through doing this I know that there is no way i'd want them to experience that because of me. I cannot bear the thought of putting someone through that, even if they're someone I dislike, I do not wish that pain upon anyone. This I find helps come to terms with the situation, as in the end, there is no easy way out of some things, and your own actions inevitably effect everyone around you. This method in my experience/s has kept my actions from going where my mind may have been leading previously.

Personally, although i may complain bitch and whine sometimes, I am happy for everyday that passes by as i get to spend it with a myriad of amazing people, brilliant places, and other brilliant beings. As a result, i have never once regretted using this method or any method to help deal with things.

So i guess this answers the question in a manner far too long for the fabulis site, I've posted it up on here as it is something i believe is important and very interesting.

The 3 Guys (there used to be a fourth)

One is confirmed to be gay, and the other two are potentially, although unlikely gay.

1. - Basically, there is still the Arran guy i mentioned before. I haven't talked to him in quite awhile, and we probably won't bother catching up until after soccer season has finished for him, if at all. Although i would have liked to catch up with him as i got along well with him on-line. A bit of his background (to what i know) is he's 21, working at ANZ, is a avid soccer player and apparently wanted to do the current uni course i am doing as. (Well one of them, the physics and nanotechnology side.)

2. - The guy from Willetton, Joe, i had/still have a crush on, who i bumped into on the bus with Jess the other day (I'm not the type to get all nervous). He is at Curtin uni, works in a bar, and apparently frequents Connections after work. He didn't say he was gay, but he did seem interested in the part of our discussion about the Queer Room, and he didn't seem like he had any issues with homosexuality. He also mentioned about turning some guys down, but the way he said it made it seem like it could be interpreted as him covering that he's gay to some high-school friends/acquaintances or that he's straight (the more likely of the two). That night we went to add him on facebook, and to my suprise it said "Interested in: Men". I thought that it could just be him pulling the piss out of something (like an inside joke) or maybe it could be truthful. Wishful thinking ensued here and i hope he is gay. He is attractive in both face and body (he is actually super fit) and he has a great personality. The only problem is the smoking, which from what i can tell isn't a constant as i couldn't smell it on him last week... at all. Meaning that it'd be manageable. If you couldn't tell i really like this guy, i hope he is gay so much! :D I haven't written all of what i was going to about this guy but i got distracted and lost my place.....

3. - Stuart, the guy from Collie in my EDU101 workshop is the last but not least of the three. I get along great with this guy (once things gets going) and we joke a lot, usually taking the piss out of the subject... He's about my height, making him the tallest of the three (which is a plus) with a relatively normal body and a GREAT arse. I have more contact with this guy then the other two, but i still cannot tell whether he is gay or straight, so wishful thinking again comes in.

Breakdown numerically (I know this is shallow/conceited, but it is fun/interesting to me to quantify it, not that I'd go by this in reality.) :

And now for some Pictures:

Billy Slater, who I'm assuming has/is washing his car in his rugby shorts..... Billy, I Approve!

Random hot beach guy from random blog i don't remember:

They run, they swim, they're stuff bounces, and they only cover it with a small triangle... why isn't there more? Gotta love Aussiebum gear:

I lol at the possibility this guy has a boner!:

Well, tying the pictures back to the theme of 3 guys...... How about 3 Rugby players at the pool?:

No link for today :D

P.S: There used to be a fourth guy, i mentioned him before, he was named Sharn and lives in a suburb close by. I've not really talked to him since, i'm probably not quite 'hip and with it yo!' for him....

Time To Fire Up The Blog Again

Long time no post, been kinda messy in my head space for awhile, then forgot about the blog, until now, when i am extremely bored..... a lot.
If i remember correctly, since i did the last post quite a bit has happened.

- I've been away to Exmouth

- I got my uni results

- On the guy front there has been some weird things going on

- Arran (the guy who asked me out) said he'd still like to date me yet i can't get in touch with him

- A guy i was in contact with ages ago in the next suburb over has found me again, last time i checked he wasn't out, which could be a minor problem for my moral view of the situation. Although time has passed, he may have come out now. Hopefully he has, i think he's cute in an adorable way

- There never ceases to be an amount of guys contacting me from outside my age range on site like the gyc, even if its not out by much, being 17, i could not see myself with anyone over 23, or under 17 for that matter.

- I have befriended one of the 16yo's that i was talking to, now he comes to me more for advice and chatting then as a potential partner.

There is more going on, so i'll post this for now, and re-edit it in the morning.

Sorry

I haven't been posting much lately, i have been busy socially, academically and disorganised emotionally.

There is too much going on to post about. I cannot sort my thoughts out enough to post anything substantial either.

One thing i suppose i can post is that i got asked out on a date by a guy named Arran. His parents must have been pirates "Arr!" .... lol yet again i only make me laugh. X)
I'm excited about it, i said yes, so now we are organising our date.

Mix

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Bummery

Today i got news that my uncle that was going to be going away with us (keyword: was) has lost his job up north, due to the mining companies changing who they use to tow their ships around (Western Maritime, have lost the contract with Rio). This means that Nicole and I won't be going on our mid-year holiday. Which sucks arse, but is not the most pressing thing right now. The loss of his job also means my aunty and her family can no longer live in Dampier, as they were living in a home owned by the employed company, and it has a cost of $1500 per week for them to rent. Basically they have until the eviction date to vacate their house. They potentially will live with us for quite awhile. Its always nice to have them around, they are very close family, my cousin is like a little brother, and my aunty is well probably closer to a second sister in terms of the structure of our relationship.

Today i went into Freo with jess after getting forms from the post office, and before going to uni for a help class. all i have to say is.... "HEY JESS!" ... *whispers* "trench coat!"

Now for some trench coats:

Apparently his name is Justin Sherman, and yes, i would go there:

Link of the post is a vintage gay porn blog thingy that Jess gave me the link too.

http://that-suicide-is-painless.tumblr.com/
The first post at the moment i don't like so much, but there is some pretty good stuff on there.

Rantings

Party on Sunday was an absolute flop. All the hot gay guys that were meant to be going didn't show up, and the rest of the people there (except for a few like Francoise, Christine and Nicole) had no charisma, or even a mildly crazy streak.
We stayed for a few hours out of obligation in which, N, F and I proceeded to do our usual random noises and actions elaborately, then went back to Fran's.
We watched the local Perth TV for a bit, laughing at the show that was basically cooking for bogans, with a cute guy who looked strangely familiar. After that, 'Shaun of the Dead' was put on. Love that movie :D
The costume was a flop, i so cbfd that night that i didn't go through with it. Just went in normal clothes. And apparently, i was popular amongst the straight girls..... again >.> dammit, why can't they have penises..... and be guys........ preferably at the same time.....

In other news:
I finally got to see dad again for the first time in ages. It was good, but i still feel like i haven't caught up with him, as that night i had more conversation with my step-mum then i did with him. There is something either there, or decidedly not there going on in his mind, and i can never find the one on one time to talk to him properly. I just want him to stop ignoring whatever it is that he is, that he always has and come to terms with it. He's been through a lot in his time, but still, he frustrates me. This is where communication comes in again. Any subtlety and hints are wasted on him, its like hinting to a wall, but finding the time to be blunt with him in a place where no one else will be offended is damn difficult. The upside of the visit was to actually see him, and my new laptop that i was meant to have for the start of uni, the one i was using before, now that my porn is removed, is going back to Darren's work or some shit like that.

I visited Nanna with my sister today, she and her partner (Ron) seemed to be really excited to see us, and fussed over us greatly. Nanna especially made us a really nice soup for lunch, and Ron showed us all the camping gear he's willing to lend us for our camping holiday, and how to use it. So now, we don't need to buy too much more camping stuff for when we go away. Nanna also greatly surprised us, as for the last few months (since she found out we were going up north for a month) has been saving money for our trip. Every time she surprises us like this, we try to give it back to her, but she is so stubborn with how much she insists we take it, that if we don't accept it, she'll sneak it into our bags or something. This behaviour of hers, although it makes me guilty, has saved me a lot, many times. This time however it has taken the... cake? she showed me the money, she has saved $500 for us, and she said there will be more by the time she goes away. I tried really hard to turn down her offer, but in the end, Nicole and I just decided we'd pay her back once we return and have the money to spare.

Eddy has finally reciprocated interest after months of it being a one sided friendship. Although i think its a little suss for it to be straight out of the blue like this, i'm thinking he's using it as a means to escape his 'other life' at the moment. He has many troubles currently, and throughout all the ones he's encountered since i met him, i've been the only definite constant. He has also expressed guilt about not showing enough gratitude/care towards me. On Friday night he is staying over, and i should get a chance to finally communicate properly with him. Typing all this makes me feel like crap because i'm being judgemental of myself for typing it, even knowing the situation, and having confirmation from multiple view points without me asking. I dwell on shit, that's my problem, and i can recall shit that i have said and done, and that other people have said and done from years ago. Like silly stuff from year 1, and some of the mistakes i made when my hearing started to go bad in year 9 (probably due to the drum kit being played hell loudly only a few meters away from me for at least an hour a day for 3 or 4 years, and the headphones i used to drown everything out with instead of dealing with it... but that's a tale for a different time when it is more relevant.)

Bloody hell, two picture fors today, as i don't have my porn collection organised on this computer, they will have to be non-pornographic...

The first is nice, the second is irrelevant.

It's a moose.

It's 1am, i plan on going to uni tomorrow so its my sleepy time now.
(if i have swapped words around or put them in the wrong spot, it is because i cannot concentrate right now).
Goodnight! :)

A Cleaning Mastie

I find it strange, when i know i need to clean shit up, i just really can't be bothered.... so it turns into a mastie.
Dishes? ... screw that *walks to room*
Vacuuming? ... It can wait for awhile
I find when i eventually do get around to the cleaning, i hate it even more.
I think that counts as procrastibation, awesome.

Costume has changed, and been constructed. Instead of what i said earlier, i am now going in a towel transformed into a shirt, and a curtain, changed into a long skirt.
I had to do this because my upper legs are more...... developed? then they were the last time i wore a Coles, calico bag as a skirt (when i was 14/15 i dressed up as sailor moon and wore a blue one). It looked hilarious on, but it ripped right up to where my underwear will be.

On a different note, the other day i was in a computer lab with a friend, and i was bored. So while she was away i started to type the discussion of her experiment/transect.
I won't include it in here as it has potential to offend, but the basis of it is, Dylana (my friend who's report it was) caused the bombing of Hiroshima during WWII.

And is it me, or is David Williams not wearing any pants:

Regardless, i know he certainly isn't here (if you click on it the photo becomes quite large.... and you can see quite a lot of his, -assets) :

Cream Cheese On My Shoe.

Things have been going alright recently, I'm in a very celebratory mood about finishing semester 1, and my family and social lives seem intact and functioning.

I've been working towards getting fitter too, however it is obvious i have a long way to go to get as fit as i used to be. I went for a run a night or two ago, and although i did it at a different pace to what i used to, i only went a third of the distance. Which is still 3km but its not a distance I'm satisfied with by any means. I've also been doing a small workout routine in the mornings before riding to uni. So far, its too soon to see any results, but i hope it works.

This week/weekend should be a big one too.

This Thursday there is "Drunk At Uni Day" which, although i'm not going to be drinking at (as i can't afford the alcohol), i will be coming in anyway.

On Saturday, I've finally organised a time to catch up with dad for the first time since uni started, it should be good to see him again and celebrate the sale of his business, which probably entails going to the pub for a few drinks (i doubt i'll be having alcohol though) then going to a restaurant, having a decent meal, before going back to his house for some beers.
I'll also be able to organise some time to work so that i can actually pay for things, although i hate working with my step-mum, its worth the ~12 dollars an hour, with extremely flexible and understanding hours. (Although if you say you can work on a day, you're expected to work 9 till 5.)

And on Sunday, i will be going to a "Anything But Clothes" party....
I have my costume planned, i just need to buy some (preferably) black bin bags, a Coles green bag and a bucket......
It should be fun, and there should be some fairly hot guys there, the girl who's room warming party it is, is a personal trainer and all her gym mates should be going. Although i don't think I'll be good enough to be able to pick up at all. I can still try though. I won't be drinking here either for the same reason though, no money to afford it.

Right now, in my sleep deprived state, i must clean the room a little before napping until almost 1:30.... But i forgot my lunch so i'll probably need to make a journey to a food place and buy something really cheap.

The drama is also filtering out of my life, which i am appreciating. The recent escapade with my, well he was my best friend is fizzling out, I've decided if I'm not worth his time at the moment, he's not worth mine. All i can really do is carry on with my life and see when/if he comes around. For his sake, i just hope he doesn't get into the shit some of his friends are.

And as i am on the Queer Room's computer, i won't be putting porn pics or links in this post.

Pessimism

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Fapping Fury!

Well maybe not exactly as the title implies, but this does involve fapping, and frustration.

Today i just haven't been able to ignore the fact i really need to fap, like right this minute kinda thing. Except, as circumstance, and situation turns out, this would be widely unacceptable. Its not the sorta thing you do in public. Or when everyone is home and wanting you to talk to them. Or when there is a short amount of time left before dinner, too short to get one out.

Putting it simply, there is all this urge to fap, and not much else to do, yet its frustrating that i can't find time to do it today >.> will have to wait till later on tonight. My porn situation is annoying me too, the sites are taking way too long to load :\

Miscellaneous porn + soft stuff, and because of how i feel right now, I'll put up more then usual:

CBF with link. XD

Zombie + etc

Saturday night, Francoises zombie 20th, was awesome well at least to the part where i started throwing up the cheap alcohol like i've never vommed before....

From this day forward, that rather embarrassing combination won't be combination of reducing standards won't be repeated....

beer + goon + cheap champagne (CHAM-PAG-NAY!!!!) = a toxic combination of alcohol, of which so much should not be consumed. I woke up this morning in my bed still kinda feeling like i needed to vom, but i didn't. I also found claw marks going down the wall of the toilet....... that was interesting, gave a real zombie touch to a house which missed out on the party. I won't go into too much of the nitty gritty, the sooner i leave this out of my head the better.

Shit i drink like my father >.> at least i don't drink at the same frequency.

In other news, i'm fairly sure one of my closest friends who has been seemingly avoiding me finally realized through something that happened recently and is now feeling guilty. Yet as he has the intuition and perception of a rock, he hasn't caught onto the fact he's doing, just the fact he's caught onto something to do with me. Shit this gets annoying. I need to talk to him in person to make sure he gets it though. As a friend i love him, but if it comes down to it, if he needs to break away, he can. Although i'd be upset, I'd let him do it as long as he knew he could always come to me if he needed to. This is where i feel slightly used though, i feel extremely betrayed whenever he comes to me for help (although i still give it) because if he doesn't need to discuss something i can get practically ignored.

Right now, a mastie followed by sleep is in order i believe.

Penis

I'm currently watching a docco about penis size.
Its a funny topic, with so much insecurity about it. I personally don't see how any size really should have any bearing on who the person is. Personally i'm completely fine with my size, i just have a curiosity about the sizes of others when i'm in certain moods (its like a weird mood between being completely contented and wanting to fap). The docco i'm watching is called "My Penis And Everyone Else's" and i found it on "The Ministry Of Pleasure" which is a blog i follow quite regularly.

I can imagine it is a very close issue to the journalist, you can tell just by the opening few minutes. I also imagine its a very difficult thing for him to talk about with his parents, especially as bluntly as he does. It is interesting, but i can't say i agree or am partial to the psychologies mentioned so far.

I've seen the documentary he refers to in saying "two years ago" it was also interesting. He delves into psychology quite well in that one.

I'll probably put more up about this later

controversial issues

>.>

Yet again i have said things i probably shouldn't have. What was i saying earlier about my mouth getting into trouble? (Although i'm not in trouble)

I usually have one or two problems with my view points on all issues before i type this.
Well a discussion about controversial issues such as the self-destructive nature of humanity and abortion wasn't the best place for it to happen.

Although i don't take back what was said, i probably could have said it in a different manner. My sensitivity made one comment come across slightly personal, but it may not have been intended that way by who posted it. I do believe there is a self destructive tendency to human nature, however my issue with that is that i don't like to admit it.
I won't go into specifics on here but thats where i stand.

With regards to Abortion, and the laws in Oklahoma about the ultrasounds, i think they're stupid. Compulsory ultrasounds is cruel. The woman should be allowed to do as she pleases, in the end it is her body either way. If the woman wants an abortion, she gets an abortion.

In other news, imma playing pokemans and trying to catch me a motherfucker, i mean ho-oh. I keep killing the bastard >.>

Oh god i feel lame discussing that.... and even lamer for this update: I just caught me some ho-oh

Sexual frustration and essay stress are at highs right now. Also having difficulty aiding a friend through a rather odd situation. I really shouldn't be up so late every night, its 1:10am, even though blogger will say its in the reasonable hours of the morning that i posted this.

Now for some pictures:

John Williams, another rugby crush of mine, he's doing his bit for charity, modelling for a calendar:

My internet crashed 4 times trying to put them up, so no link today. XD

So much?

So i'm sitting here with a packet of honeycomb..... i think i just came to the realization i'm addicted to things coated in chocolate...... kinda makes it hard to get fitter if you just simply can't resist it and must have more. Like i can make myself exercise, but that doesn't help if i can't eating.... well living with no income will remedy that.

Today i also spoke to dad for the first time in well, what week of uni is it this week? like week 11?
So 11-12 weeks.... and for a first, like this has seriously never happened before, he was the one to contact me first. I was so shocked i didn't really know what to say at first. A couple of people close to me, and close to my family would know the problems I've had with him, well should i say, everyone has had with him. Except my circumstances around the issue is different to the rest of the family, not so different from my sisters situation but at the same time it is. He's finally going to stop working 7 days a week (we hope) and i'll actually be able to see him again. Although i am unimpressed with him, and i am disappointed, i am glad he's made the decision he has, and that for once he has showed interest in us.
I might also be able to get some work off of him. Not in the next few weeks, bu just in time to be able to not dip into my savings to pay for the 3-4 week camping holiday i have planned with Nicole (my sister).

In other news, assignments are ending, after i get this essay done, i practically only have a speech left before exams. I can't wait, i will have to party it up! I want to get so drunk that the hangover can only be cured by more booze! XD The stereotypical vowing to never drink again hasn't been done by me.... yet. I think that sounds kinda lame, but i just want to party, i tend to have a lot of pent up energy. :)
Jess and I also bought 3 $1 light sabers each. We got them for may the 4th.... (get it, "May the 4th be with you")

We have 1 for each hand, and one to put down our pants.... i guess that just means one for each hand XD We plan to have an epic tri-saber-pants battle on Tuesday after it goes dark, coincidently at the movie night XD we practiced on Thursday night. it was awesome. I'm fairly sure we confused everyone doing soccer training nearby.

There's more that could probably go up, but i'll save it for tomorrow. I'm tired and i deffo want a mastie before i go to sleep.

Happy fappings and goodnight.

Not a hell of a lot is happening at the moment.
Just lots of assignments, hanging out and cooking.

Although in saying that, Saturday night was pretty awesome.
I held a dinner party for 5 close highschool friends (and me makes 6 people) .
It was hard work but i managed to get it all done. I was cooking most of Friday night, and cooking and cleaning all of saturday. (insert sexist joke here)
For entree i made a leek and potato soup, which although id didn't look all that flash, tasted pretty damn good even if i do say so myself.... I think to much bread was eaten with it though, a whole bag of dinky bread was used XD
For main, i made a beef Wellington, sweet potato mash, and a cauliflower Augratin. It tasted good, but as i cut the wellington it fell to peices, i think only 3 serves of it were still intact.
And for desert, which inevitably is my favourite part of any meal. I attempted to make apple crumble..... it was deceivingly simple at first, then i realised i did the crumble wrong..... it sorta sank into the apple mixture and turned into apple-not-so-crumble.... The night was fun, and after dinner we watched the holy grail and the spongebob movie. By the time it ended, everyone but jess and vincent had gone home, and we stayed up for another 2.5 hours watching spongebob episodes XD

Just now i have been distracted, a friend of mine has stacked while she was runnin for the bus coming to uni...... i thought it was hilarious! But she wants me to go to the nurse with her, so i guess i will, i've had my laugh... XD

However today has been sucky, after 6 hours sleep i had a maths test at 830 in the morning, which is fair enough, but then i came here to the queer room, wanting a nap, but someone beat me to it >.> and has stayed there for the entire time i have been here...... I am feeling tired and hungry, and if i had more money to spare, i would go a nice, big, hot coffee right now. :)
On the upside, its been nice hanging out in here, i have completed except for the last question i no longer intend on completing of my assignment. Rory also came in (Hello Rory!) it was good talking to him.

My fingers are getting cold for some reason so i'm going to stop typing now, i cbf with link or pics, and i doubt i will remember to do it later when i'm on my computer, the one in here doesn't have porn (that i know of) that i would want to put up.... especially as its a semi-public computer.

... ahhh (happy sigh)

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