So much?

So i'm sitting here with a packet of honeycomb..... i think i just came to the realization i'm addicted to things coated in chocolate...... kinda makes it hard to get fitter if you just simply can't resist it and must have more. Like i can make myself exercise, but that doesn't help if i can't eating.... well living with no income will remedy that.

Today i also spoke to dad for the first time in well, what week of uni is it this week? like week 11?
So 11-12 weeks.... and for a first, like this has seriously never happened before, he was the one to contact me first. I was so shocked i didn't really know what to say at first. A couple of people close to me, and close to my family would know the problems I've had with him, well should i say, everyone has had with him. Except my circumstances around the issue is different to the rest of the family, not so different from my sisters situation but at the same time it is. He's finally going to stop working 7 days a week (we hope) and i'll actually be able to see him again. Although i am unimpressed with him, and i am disappointed, i am glad he's made the decision he has, and that for once he has showed interest in us.
I might also be able to get some work off of him. Not in the next few weeks, bu just in time to be able to not dip into my savings to pay for the 3-4 week camping holiday i have planned with Nicole (my sister).

In other news, assignments are ending, after i get this essay done, i practically only have a speech left before exams. I can't wait, i will have to party it up! I want to get so drunk that the hangover can only be cured by more booze! XD The stereotypical vowing to never drink again hasn't been done by me.... yet. I think that sounds kinda lame, but i just want to party, i tend to have a lot of pent up energy. :)
Jess and I also bought 3 $1 light sabers each. We got them for may the 4th.... (get it, "May the 4th be with you")

We have 1 for each hand, and one to put down our pants.... i guess that just means one for each hand XD We plan to have an epic tri-saber-pants battle on Tuesday after it goes dark, coincidently at the movie night XD we practiced on Thursday night. it was awesome. I'm fairly sure we confused everyone doing soccer training nearby.

There's more that could probably go up, but i'll save it for tomorrow. I'm tired and i deffo want a mastie before i go to sleep.

Happy fappings and goodnight.

Not a hell of a lot is happening at the moment.
Just lots of assignments, hanging out and cooking.

Although in saying that, Saturday night was pretty awesome.
I held a dinner party for 5 close highschool friends (and me makes 6 people) .
It was hard work but i managed to get it all done. I was cooking most of Friday night, and cooking and cleaning all of saturday. (insert sexist joke here)
For entree i made a leek and potato soup, which although id didn't look all that flash, tasted pretty damn good even if i do say so myself.... I think to much bread was eaten with it though, a whole bag of dinky bread was used XD
For main, i made a beef Wellington, sweet potato mash, and a cauliflower Augratin. It tasted good, but as i cut the wellington it fell to peices, i think only 3 serves of it were still intact.
And for desert, which inevitably is my favourite part of any meal. I attempted to make apple crumble..... it was deceivingly simple at first, then i realised i did the crumble wrong..... it sorta sank into the apple mixture and turned into apple-not-so-crumble.... The night was fun, and after dinner we watched the holy grail and the spongebob movie. By the time it ended, everyone but jess and vincent had gone home, and we stayed up for another 2.5 hours watching spongebob episodes XD

Just now i have been distracted, a friend of mine has stacked while she was runnin for the bus coming to uni...... i thought it was hilarious! But she wants me to go to the nurse with her, so i guess i will, i've had my laugh... XD

However today has been sucky, after 6 hours sleep i had a maths test at 830 in the morning, which is fair enough, but then i came here to the queer room, wanting a nap, but someone beat me to it >.> and has stayed there for the entire time i have been here...... I am feeling tired and hungry, and if i had more money to spare, i would go a nice, big, hot coffee right now. :)
On the upside, its been nice hanging out in here, i have completed except for the last question i no longer intend on completing of my assignment. Rory also came in (Hello Rory!) it was good talking to him.

My fingers are getting cold for some reason so i'm going to stop typing now, i cbf with link or pics, and i doubt i will remember to do it later when i'm on my computer, the one in here doesn't have porn (that i know of) that i would want to put up.... especially as its a semi-public computer.

... ahhh (happy sigh)

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Fucking fucks.

Fucking, fuck fuck fuck....

Its all i can think about today.

In one lecture, voyeurism was mentioned in a different context.

I got an erection after about 10s of thinking.

Then later something else set me thinking, another erection.
I heard i had a test, i got an erection.... o.0

I just typed erection, i got an erection.
Ahh, the predicament continues, procrastibation for the win tonight i think..... erection

My hilariously shit bike :D

On the way to uni yesterday my bike decided to die. I laughed when it happened then said 'fuck'. I also said fuck numerous times on the remaining journey to uni, and home today. (i left it there overnight, i was too tired to be bothered with it.) There is a list as long as my arm of whats wrong with it, the most pressing is probably the handle bars. But heck, how is cycling meant to be fun if you don't crash into almost everything. Still got home though, so its all good :) and i still got to go really quick down the Apsley hill thingy.... hell looking like a tosser because i had to lean hell forward to stabalise the steering! XD

I also have been doing a lot of not going to lectures recently. This morning i gave it an attempt, was so bored in the first lecturer repeating every sentence like 5 times, and explaining irrelevant things. It was so bad i was looking forward to the second to get something off my mind. Just for the topic to be "how Reality TV is Reality TV because its not a different genre, but a combination of many genre's put into one big one called 'Reality TV'". That lecture was meant to go for two hours, i got up in the breack in the middle, walked out, walked to the queer room. It made me think. Am I in a year 10 media class, or a lecture about how technology is meant to influence the psychology of society?

Cake recipe

Transferring this from word to blogger kinda ruined the format but here is my fave recipe for cake.

Most of the time if i am baking a cake this is the one i'm baking:

Butter-cake (also called Sponge-cake)

This recipe is very nummy, and can serve as a great base to other baked desserts. It makes a decent size cake or nine decent sized cup-cakes. I usually use a 22cm, round bake dish. If you like your cake to be extra vanillary, don’t double the vanilla essence I’ve put here, I have double it since the original. Personally, I never use an electric beater, I find that a whisk and a wooden spoon in alternation work better, and lead to a nicer out come.

Ingredients: (all are approximates)
125g butter or margarine

2tsp vanilla essence

¾ cup caster sugar

2 eggs

2cups self-raising flour

½ cup of milk

Method:

Prep:
- Preheat oven to 180C fan forced.

- Grease (or line with baking paper) a 22cm diameter baking dish.

- Quickly melt/soften butter in a microwave for a few seconds.

- Beat eggs with a fork in a small bowl and set aside for later.

Cake:

- In a large mixing bowl, beat butter, vanilla essence and sugar together until the mix is creamy (will still seem gritty as it is mostly just sugar).

- Add eggs in two goes, mixing and then beating between each. If you do choose to use an electric beater, add an extra 1 tablespoon of milk in here.

- Sift the flour into mixture at about ½ of a cup at a time and fold in. Between each ½ cup, add a ¼ of the milk and stir it in. Alternating like this will prevent the mixture becoming too difficult too stir.

- Make sure the mix has a decent consistency, and there are no large lumps. It should extremely slowly drop off the spoon if you list a chunk up. If not add a tiny bit more milk and stir in.

- Poor into baking dish. Try to get as much out as you can.
- Bake for 20 to 40 minutes. I have a very hot oven in comparison to most, and I usually put mine in for 25 minutes. It is a good idea to check it at every 10 minute interval, and also at every 5 minute interval after 20 minutes of being in the oven.

Cooling time:

- Leave to on a cooling rack still in the cake tin for at least 10 minutes, 20 is preferable.

- By now the cake is safe to be taken out of the dish and it shouldn’t fall apart. To do this, if you used baking paper, just turn it upside down. If you didn’t, still turn it upside down, try banging it. No luck? Get a butter knife loosen the edges a bit, turn it upside down, bang etc. If it still won’t come out, let it cool for a bit longer, get a spatula and good luck.

- Any imperfections on the surface can be covered with an icing of your choice. Its up to you to choose your own, I don’t know which one to pick to include in here. J

Enjoy! XD

*sigh*

Well, just recently I've been extremely self-conscious (again, i went for about 5 months where i felt great about myself) and i am getting sick of it. >.>
I've still been having a great time and everything, but somethings just not quite right. My confidence in me is faining, but i have been trying to rectify (lol.... rectum) it. Like i'm again starting on working down my weight (i looked on the scales recently, and i'm 1 kg off the heaviest I've ever been). I'm also looking for work, but 0/16 places I've applied at so far have contacted me back. :\

This seems to be a cycle, once i'm happy with myself i seem to stop putting in the effort and then get to just as bad as i was before. Except this time i plan on doing it in a way that will mean i have good habits set in stone for after. Like riding my bike, eating less (i figure if i get into the habit of not eating quite so much it should stick with me when i'm done.

In other news, the last week has been really exciting, the most exciting part of it would have to be my friend Michael's 20th birthday party. It was the mean girls one i referred to earlier. The costume turned out a success, and i was right about the wig, i wore it for ten minutes. It was a great night, i was up till 4 in the morning with a great group of people. I drank a lot, and was the only person to have a vom, but the only reason you vom when drunk is so you can fit more alcohol in your stomach. So it wall worked out. I also have to credit calling it 'having a vom' to a guy i met at the party, he was awesome. :)

Now to just get a start on my physics assignment and writing up my baking recipes. I was planning on making a compilation of ones that taste good, even if they don't look it. XD

No porn this time, just words.

lol

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Ahh, the glory of dress up parties...

Today i spent $20 on different costumes for 2 twentieth birthday parties.

The one that is this/next week is a 'mean girls' theme, you know that movie with lindsey lo-skank.
Well I'm going as regina george, the queen bee. With a tight pink top with holes cut at the boobs and a purple thing underneath..... Shall be great, all i need to do is masacre my purple shirt, see if i need to shorten my old shorts, and put on a wig.... which i'll probably remove during the course of the night.

The other party i'm going to is zombie apocalypse themed (i'm also helping cater it). I'm going as bed time zombie, and i picked up some 12 buck pj's today for it. they are awesome, and have cute little ghosty dudes on them. SHALL BE SWEEEEEEET!!!
And for that party tomorrow i'm making a miniture brain cake to show to my friend who will then decide if she wants that or not.

Voyeur themed pics anyone?

Today's link is a source of some of these photo's but has many more: http://www.malenudeisart.com/

:D

*happy sigh* using break week to organise social gatherings, i like it! XD
I'm hosting my dinner party this month and i have just finalized the menu and sent out the invites, shall be awesometits.


I would invite these guys, if they would guarantee bringing their "bananas"

And now for some random Voyeur shots:

The following link is to one of the best picture based porn sites i have come across. Keep in mind that the photo's of the models that show up first on the site, do them no real justice. Sean Cody